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Isn’t it weird, surprising and even most times shocking when someone you haven’t talked to in a while randomly pops back up in your life? Especially when that person never seemed to be interested in trying to keep in contact with you and then just decide “Hey, lets see what they’re up to.” I know we all do it, I even do it sometimes but not so much that I just think all of a sudden to contact that person. I usually do it if I come across them on myspace or something.

Sometime yesterday, I came to my website and BAM there was a comment from my ex, well, at the time I was unsure if it was him or a spam bot since the comment was “I’m bored :/” and the e-mail was “mailrewards@email.com”. So what did I do? I e-mailed him from the e-mail I still had in my contacts and I was like “Did you leave that comment on my website?” and sure enough he did.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s not like it bothers me it’s just that it’s weird since he hasn’t even bothered to talk to me since we broke up even though we agreed to stay friends. We’ve been e-mailing back and forth all day just talking casually and whatever. I just kind of feel like maybe I shouldn’t be talking to him.

I don’t even know if I want to. He was a big part of my life for six months but, he wasn’t the best boyfriend. I’ve moved on from that and I’ve found someone who is serious about it and wants to make it work. It’s something real and he actually treats me like he should.

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Wow, it’s crazy though about Michael Jackson and it’s so said too. He is like a legend and it is definitely a big shock. He was very talented and a big inspiration to lots of people. RIP Michael Jackson.

PS - New layout!

I just go done reading one of the most amazing books called…well, Labor of Love. It’s one of those books that is told by the main character and you get attached to them within the first few pages. Through the whole book it’s like what she experience is actually you experience. You feel her happiness and her pain.

I don’t want to give to much away just incase you want to read it but it’s about this girl, Dawn, and she goes to New Orleans after a really bad hurricane the summer before her senior year with her two best friends to help rebuild house. The books starts off with them getting readings from a psychic. Not long after they leave, they run into these three guys. Dawn had a boyfriend her cheated on her prom night, Amber, one of her best friends, has a boyfriend, and Jenna, the other best friend doesn’t. They end up pairing off with the guys after running into them again. Dawn with Brady, Jenna with Tank, and Amber with Sean. And well… I’ll stop there and you’ll have to find out for yourself.

Other than that, as some of you might know, The Sims 3 came out last week. I had pre-ordered it back in January because that is what I wanted for my birthday and it was suppose to come out February 20th but they pushed it to June 2nd. Well, guess what? On June 2nd, it came! It’s amazing. I love it so much more than The Sim 2.

Last week was an amazing week. Between spending it with Shane and prom and graduation. It went by way too fast though. Prom turned out better than I thought was going to, it seemed like it might be cheesy but it wasn’t. They actually did a really good job with everything. And they had all kinds of food so we got our moneys worth out of it. The tickets were only $45 a piece which is a lot better than the past few years.

Erica and her date Blake were suppose to come over after and stay the night and all four of us (including Shane), were going to just chill out and watch movies. She ended up leaving early because of she said Blake didn’t know how to take a hint when someone wanted to be left alone and that she didn’t want him there. The funny thing is though that she invited him. He’s a junior so it’s not like he could have just gone, he would have to be someones date, which he was. What I think is funny is that she was saying she wished her boyfriend could have been there instead (he’s twenty-four and you can’t have someone twenty-one or over) but yet she was hugging and kissing all over Blake.

It really pissed me off and I felt bad for Blake. I think she was stupid for leaving early anyway though. She is only going to end up regretting it and wishing she wouldn’t have left especially after planning for it for six months. She was perfectly fine the whole day and she was actually mad at Blake when he was acting mopey before hand but an hour into prom she was the one being that was. She is so hypocritical.

Honestly though? She is a total drama queen. She can’t seem to be with a guy without him eventually stalking her and she is always so in love with the guy but then ends up being all over someone else. If you were really in love, you wouldn’t be all over someone else. I don’t believe she knows what it is to be in love. I’m tired of being pulled into her drama. I don’t really care though I have Shane and my other best friend Carrie. I don’t need a lot of people to make me happy. One or two is fine and after all this, it’s not a big loss.

Graduation was good too. I just wanted to get it done and over with though. It was raining that day so we ended up having to have it in our gym instead of the football stadium. It was so hot in there and I wanted out. After I walked across stage I wanted to leave. I don’t really care about everyone else and neither does my family. Everyone is there for there friend or family member and don’t care about anyone else. I was happy when it was over and to be honest, I’m not even sad.

The week went by way too fast though. I just enjoyed spending time with Shane. I will admit, I did get irritated sometimes but that is just how I am. You don’t really have to do anything, especially if your around me a lot and can still get on my nerves easily. I’m good at not taking it out on you and just pushing passed it. The little things though that we did remind me how much I love and need him. Hopefully I get to see him again soon. It’s so weird without him here.

I started typing this like two days ago and just got too lazy to finish it.

I have my last day of my senior year tomorrow! I have two exams (English and Spanish 2) and then my mom is going to be picking me up early because Shane arrives tomorrow. I’m so excited to see him. I think I’m more excited to see him then I am about prom. I think once he gets here though, I’ll be more excited about prom. I think it is just because that is the first thing that is happening. Don’t get me wrong, I’m totally excited about prom, just more anxious about seeing Shane .

I went to the mall today with my mom and my sister to pick out some jewelry. I ended up getting two thing I needed make up wise while we were there. I ended up spending $33 on two things, lip gloss and like eye shadow base. But it was Clinique brand so I guess it’s cool. I also bought a couple of shirts and that was like $107. I don’t really care though, I never go out and do stuff like that. Oh, and my mom bought me a cute bag for me to use for prom to put my phone, camera and Flip in. (I’ll post pictures later…maybe).

Recently, (as in the last few days), I started watching videos of the live online show called Friday Night Cranks and they are amazing. Every Friday they do a live show on Stickam and make prank phone calls. They have people request calls by sending in a number and a senario. Some of them are really funny.

One of my favorites was when they called Apple customer support and the one host, Jared, said that he bought his son and iPod and it was filled with animal porn and he said “Now he’s dressed like a bear, trying to take advantage of his stuffed animals. I’m a bit concerned since he’s only four.” I was laughing so hard! They have so many others. If you go to their Stickam page you can view all their past shows. That’s what I’ve been watching for the past few days. Haha.

New layout! If you didn’t already noticed. I loved the Taylor Swift layout image but I wasn’t a huge fan of the layout itself. And I got inspiration for the three column layout from Liesl and also a tutorial on the rounded corners too. I liked it because I always have stuff for the side bar and it makes the page so long, but now I can have the stuff without that issue.

I just treated myself to ordering stuff online. I got me a pack of Pentel Rolling Writer® R100 and a Small Black 300 Line Page Notebook. Why you might ask? Because 1. I finally have a checking account so now I can order what I want without asking my parents to use their credit card and have them transfer the money from my savings account to their card and 2. I have an obsession with pens/pencils and notebooks. I’m actually planning on using the notebook as a journal and going to try and write in it everyday with thoughts and things I don’t want posted here. I’ve never had one before so that will be interesting.