“You think I care?”

Tuesday, August 19th, 2008

This blog is going to start off in sort of a rant. See, I haven’t really talked to Dustin in awhile. The last real conversation I had with him was like a month ago. When we broke up we decided we still wanted to be friends and we talked a lot. Eventually it became less when I got a boyfriend — naturally. I’ve still said ‘hi’ to him and trying to start a little conversation every once in awhile. Well, the other night I texted him saying “hi” and a little awhile later he texted me and said “I’m getting a life soon, don’t worry.” (Um…Okay?). I texted him last night saying ‘hi’ again and woke up this’morning with a reply that said “Leave me alone for awhile.” (What the fuck?).

The first thing I thought to do was ask if I did something wrong. After I sent it I thought for a second and realized I really didn’t care. Yeah, it bothered me, but it always does when people do that stuff. And I texted him saying “All I’m doing is trying to stay friends with you, but what the fuck ever. I don’t care. I’m not going to try then.” And you know what? I really don’t care. I never thought I would feel this way before about him, but I don’t. I guess it’s because I’m over him and got passed all that so it’s easy to get over this.

Anyway, end of rant. Shane and I starting talking last night about him moving here. Actually, he started it, but we talked about it. It felt so good too and I really have hope that it’s going to happen eventually. I know it will take sometime because he just started his semester in school. He’s going to finish the semester before moving, but in the meantime figure out everything for if and when he does.

I can’t explain to you what I felt when we were talking about it. It really made me happy. I’m actually really excited to see how everything goes. And I’m excited to start figuring everything out with him. I feel like things are really going to work out for me this time, but I don’t want to jinx it. I guess we’ll see.

So, my brother downloaded this demo the other day for this game called “Alone In The Dark” on his ~~Xbox~~ and it was really cool. He ended up renting it yesterday and I sat in his room all day watching him play this game. It is so cool.

You start off in this game like coming out of some drug. You were apparently like kidnapped. And one of the guys takes you up the stairs to this door and he opens it and this like dark cloud eats him. You go through the game as this guy and you like killing zombies and these weird animals and trying to defeat whatever this thing is that is destroying the city.

It’s one of those really intense games that keeps you on edge the whole time and you constently trying to figure out what you need to to and what will work. Like with the zombies, just shooting them doesn’t work since they are already dead so you have to take some explosive liquid and poor it on some of the bullets and create fire bullets to kill them. Or some form of fire to kill them. And there are so many different objects you can collect and combine to make some type of weapon. It’s really cool. I suggest you check it out.

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“You think I care?”

Tuesday, August 19th, 2008